This week has been hectic for me. First of all, I haven't talked to Jesse since Saturday and he doesn't have any minutes on his phone. On top of that, he did not come to school for the last three days. It's the end of the hex which means school is real easy and he still didn't bother to come. Second of all, this girl named Reyna gave me trouble. Her and another girl (Raynel) used to be friends but are now enemies. Raynel and I are still cool and talk every now & then. Reyna said I run my mouth about her to Raynel. Not true. I listen to what Raynel has to say about Reyna or whoever and then I talk about my boyfriend, Jesse. That's it. I'm not the type of person who talks about other people like that. Especially when I don't know anything about her! So yeah. And then - Reyna's friend Tiara confronted me after school about it. I told her the truth. Which is - no I do not talk about them to Raynel. It's quite the opposite but I didn't tell Tiara that. There's enough drama going on between them and I don't want to be in the middle. Even though I kinda am already. Here's what I decided to do about that - I will no longer talk to Raynel. I know that's a little harsh but that's how it's gotta be. Sorry, Raynel. You are a pretty cool person.

I just got done watching that movie. I loved every minute of it. I'm still not sure what the hell that monster was but I'm pretty sure I wouldn't have filmed it. LOL Anyone who likes horrors or thrillers should go see that movie. That is SO much better than Godzilla. That's what I thought the movie was about at first but it wasn't Godzilla and that's all I'm gonna say. UNTIL NEXT TIME!

Man this weekend sucked. I watched the Jackassworld.com 24 hour takeover on MTV because I was so bored. I flipped through channels every now and then but I watched a good bit of it. Those guys are stupid. But you gotta love em cuz they're fun. Anyway - I expected my boyfriend to call me and come pick me up or whatever but that didn't happen. And I'm also not mad about it. Surprise, right? I know. I'm usually all depressed and whatnot but not this time! I think I'm FINALLY gettin' a hang of him. Finally. That's a good thing. And I could still keep my own life on track without following him around all day. (Thinking out loud) Well, that's all I had to say so...TTYL. More like TTYT. (Talk to you tomorrow)

HELLO ALL
Yesterday I finally finished Succubus Blues
It was really good
I would've never guessed the ending
Like I said before
I recommend it
Anyway
My boyfriend didn't come to school
SURPRISE, SUPRISE!
(not really)
He turned 18 and gave up
Whatever though
That's what I got JR for
We talked for a couple hours today
Yeah I skipped class
He's important to me

I watched the movie Charlie Bartlett.
Don't ask me how.
I won't tell.
ANYWAY
It was a great movie.
I recommend it for movie ppl.
And also,
YESTERDAY,
the new Trey Songz video premiered on BET's 106 & Park.
It's called Last Time.
It's about cheating on your girlfriend for the last time.
Fellas better learn their lesson.
LOL
I'M OUT!

Man I love my best friend JR. I'm not gonna say his real name for confidentiality reasons. Anyway - today he gave me some real good advice about Jesse. I don't really have time to explain it all but he is really good at that! That's why I love him. We're always there for each other no matter. The advice he gave me this morning helped me out alot because he really pointed the issues I'm having with Jesse and how to deal with them. THE ANSWERS I HAVE LOOKING FOR THIS WHOLE ENTIRE TIME! God, you gotta love that boy. I will never forget him for the rest of my life. No matter what.

Happy Valentine's Day to all my readers!
Today me and my boyfriend Jesse talked so I'm happy.
We didn't get to do anything special today (so far) but it's ok.
As long as I'm not mad anymore.
I would have liked to him to at least get me a card!
Just seeing him smile is a big enough present.
I know I'm corny but I don't care.

I am not feeling good right now. I called my boyfriend Jesse 3 times and texted him and he did not respond or call me back. Today when I saw him at school, he said it was because he was catching up on sleep. He said he woke up at 7:30 pm and I called him a second time after that time so why didn't he answer. He lied right to my face and said he didn't have minutes on his phone. If he didn't have minutes, it wouldn't ring at all. Trust me, I know. Anyway, he also says I used his minutes up. He buys $20 worth the minutes each time. The last time I was on the phone with for a long time, the call lasted 18 minutes. The price is10 cents a minute which means I only used $1.80 out of $20. WTF?! He constantly lies to me, doesn't show me any recognition at school and also, we don't have anything in common. Why am I still in this "relationship"? Because I actually fell for him. In private, he's a sweetheart as I may have said before. I like the Jesse I see outside of school. In the beginning though, he was a full-time sweetheart but I guess that's the game to get me to go out with him. Well he got me now so he's figures he can just ignore me. I am so hurt by this. I don't deserve. No girl deserves this but it's just how some guys are. I really don't know what to do. I'm torn in between the two at LeToya Luckett would say. That is SO my theme song right now!